Now that Caleb has returned to Kuwait, my days are much quieter. I miss him so much. I feel like telling him good bye this time was worse than the last 6 times I've had to do it, but I can't really explain why. When I think about something that I want to tell and him and realize I can't my chest starts to hurt. I know it will get easier as the days pass and we only have 67 days until he is home with Emmy and me again, but for now I'm not a fun person to watch tv with because I cry at anything that is the least bit sentimental.
The silence is undeniable and my excitement for May increases everyday!!!
this makes me sad :( wish i lived down the street so I could come down and just sit on the other end of the couch.....and hand you kleenex. praying may comes FAST!!
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